Baby Ember

Baby Ember

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Ramblings of a tired mama

Here I am, sitting in my messy ass room, thinking I should really do something about all this laundry. I have so much to do, that I don't even know where to start. That has kind of been my theme lately. I have so much to do, but don't do any of it. I end up retreating into my boyfriends arms, or into my bed and do nothing. 


Between feeling like this at work and home, it's exhausting. I need to make lists so I can just check them off one by one. It works for me at my job, so it should work at home too! Hopefully. 


Life is good other than that. I got a couple new sewing jobs. I need to finish one for a client, but it is a scheduling issue. I can't wait until its finished though. It's going to be awesome. 


I really need to look into daycare for Ember. She really needs to be around kids. She is learning so many new words every day. It makes me feel bad that her dad doesn't see her and see all these amazing moments. But, I guess he is getting what he set himself up for. So be it. I am not the one keeping her from him. 


I filled out the paperwork for the divorce last Saturday. I need to make an appnt for signing the papers so they can be sent off to him to be signed as well. Fun stuff! Not. At least it's not as crazy expensive as I thought it was going to be. 


Gotta find a place to move in September. Probably going to need to find a room mate if anyone is interested in living in Lake forest or the surrounding cities. 


I have also come to the conclusion that I do much better not in the corporate environment. I like this small office stuff. With exception to the no paid holidays and benefits aspects. 


Alas, I think i am going to get off my rear and clean a bit before Ember wakes up.