Thoughts

My first shot at this type of blog thing. I guess its about time I keep track of things. If anything, so my dad can keep up with my life while he is in China. (He's there building a bio-deisel plant)

So recently, I lost my job. My Gramps passed away while Erik and I were on a cruise. and, Unemployment is dicking me around so I am super broke. That being said, I am looking for a job, while freaking out about money, and trying to mourn my family's loss all at the same time. If I dont snap soon, theres something even bigger wrong with me.

I have an interview tomorrow morning, well I guess this morning. Wish me luck! I am not sure I am ready to go back to work with knowing how much work is going to need to be done to help my mom in the near future. We gotta clean out my Grandpa's house and put it on the market, before it gets foreclosed on. Thats going to be crazy.

My sleep schedule has been turned around big time. I should be sleeping. I even tried to go to sleep last night at 930 and i woke up at 130am and couldnt fall back asleep., i went back to bed at 615 this morning. I really gotta turn this around somehow. I just took a couple of sleeping pills so hopefully they kick in soon.
gonna try to sleep now.

rip Gramps, the greatest man I have ever known